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Sunday, May 22, 2011

Volume-6: What does it All Mean to Me?

So, at the end of it all, here’s a summary of my (dis-)beliefs. I don’t believe that:

  • There is a 3-O God.

  • Even if there is one, he’s not sitting there:

o judging me,

o telling me right from wrong (there’s no such thing in His creation, right?),

o waiting for me to worship him so he can give me the goodies, OR

o punishing me for not worshipping him

  • There are paapa/punya concepts.

  • There is absolute morality

I do believe that:

  • Science, while at the end of the day is still based on belief system and is not independently provable, is an inherently consistent framework. While the specific theorems get proven and disproven time to time, the philosophical underpinnings of science are inconvertible.

  • There is something about levels of our consciousness and mind and spirit that is beyond science’s explanatory powers. But that is temporary. A time might come when science might be able to explain the sense of deep meditative state I feel.

  • There is relative morality. This nature-evolved, social contract-based moral framework is quite adequate and I don’t need a God to represent absolute morality in order to lead my life morally or to judge a fellow human being).

  • I don’t need a God to deeply appreciate and fall in love with the beauty that is all around us. Why do I need a God to be simply awed ‘beyond belief’ when I look at nature’s paintings?

Volume-5: On Rationality

In continuation of the tone set in my previous volume, I've written this too in a debate style. In this, I further explore the question of rationality, which I briefly brought up in Volume-4.

Scientist: You know, I’d sort of accepted your statement that the rational method of evidence-based-progression-of-arguments was particular to science and that to use that method to evaluate the validity of a religious/God framework may not be appropriate. But I am now not sure why that method wouldn’t apply for all frameworks.

Skeptic: It wouldn’t apply because the method is unique to science and the theistic framework has a different set of methods and assumptions. You can’t cross-proliferate.

Scientist: Well, that’s where I am having a little bit of an issue. I can argue against this via three fronts:

First of all, I don't think anyone can pose the question of 'why rationality'. That's an oxymoron. When you ask 'why', that itself implies rational thought. Why else would you ask it? Suppose in response to that question I said "Because this laptop is a 200-year old Dutch princess". What would you do? Besides scratching your head and asking yourself if I should be admitted somewhere, you'd probably ask "What are you talking about? You are not making any sense." And, that's exactly my point. Sense-making implies rationality. You can't ask a 'why' without a fundamental belief the response has to make sense, has to be logical, and has to be convincing. All of which implies that you actually believe in rationality anyways, even before you posed that question.

Two, reflecting back on my Meandering Musings Volume-2, a 3-O God (especially an Omniscient one) is necessarily rational. As I’d mentioned in that volume, an omniscient God knows not only what would happen, but also why. He can give a proper explanation, not something like ‘because it happened magically’. The very fact that He can give a cogent explanation for why something happens means that He is rational; forcing theists to believe in rationality as well.

Third argument is this: Isn’t rationality a way of life? Rationality is nothing but noticing the cause-and-effect nature of things in our observable universe and deriving general principles from them. You put your foot on fragile glass…it breaks. Cause and effect. You clap your hands, it makes a sound. Cause and effect. Why wouldn’t this natural phenomenon be applicable to the God-framework? Many of the so-called definitive proofs of God rely on observing nature and using such observation to prove God. One of the strongest such arguments – Presence of Design – is based on being awestruck with the complexity of the universe and claiming that only an external agent can conceive of such complexity.

Well, if theists can offer nature observation as proof of God’s existence, shouldn’t they be equally open to accepting the cause-and-effect nature of the universe? And cause-and-effect with the principle of generalizing such observations is nothing but rationality. In fact, if you think about it, the so-called scientific rigor – where every scientific theorem is subject to proof by observation of nature and/or proof in the world of mathematical concepts (i.e., rely on the bedrock of basic assumptions and subsequent derivations built on that foundation) – is but an extension of the principle of rationality.

So, the question is why can’t at least the concept of rationality be applicable? The day we have inexplicable phenomena happening all around us, mysteriously, without any rhyme or reason, then, we can do away with the notion of rationality and of cause-and-effect and just accept that things happen simply because they do. We can then possibly accept that such magical things happen because God made it happen, even if God, as a construct, is as or more difficult to explain than the observations the construct is supposed to explain to begin with.

Actually speaking, that’s the world our ancestors inhabited, isn’t it?. Things happened magically. Lightning struck indiscriminately; rains were unpredictable; people got sick; etc. So, it is not all surprising that the concept of God evolved in such an environment. Even there, you can see that God came about to explain the phenomenon – we saw some effects and looked around for causes. When we didn’t know what the cause was, in order to not leave a vacuum, we created God to be that cause. So, the entire concept of God arose to satisfy the principle of rationality.

Then, why can’t we use the same principle of rationality and ask questions of the God framework?

Skeptic: That’s a good point. Should we revisit our previous discussion and make changes?

Scientist: No, I am too tired for that. Let’s just say it’s interesting and leave it.

Skeptic: I was hoping you’d say that...I too am a bit beat.

Volume-4: Skepticism about Science - "Point Counter-Point"

In the past volume, I debated the validity of belief in existence of God; now, I extend the same sense of skepticism to science as well. To make the reading tone a little different, I am going to write this in the form of a debate – a debate between a Scientist who obviously believes in science and a Skeptic who questions the validity of science itself. In fact, when I think about it, this sort of a debating writing style more accurately reflects my own thinking paradigm – because, when I cogitate about these topics, it’s actually a back-and-forth dialog between two people that happens in my mind. After all, as Dumbledore said to Harry Potter (one of the best lines in the whole seven-volume series), “…of course it’s all happening in your head, but why in the world should that mean it’s any less real?!” So, anyways, here’s the debate:

Skeptic: You know, it’s not as if science is beyond reproach either. If you think about it, science is as much a system of blind beliefs as religion. Take the simple number ‘1’. Can you show me ‘1’?

Scientist: Sure, I can. Here. (And he writes the number ‘1’ on a piece of paper.)

Skeptic: No, that’s just a symbol of ‘1’; a depiction of the concept of ‘one’. There isn’t ‘1’ to begin with in this universe. It’s a mathematical construct to represent and simplify the world. Similarly can you prove that 1+1=2?

Scientist: No, not quite.

Skeptic: Exactly right. 1+1=2 isn’t a given. It again is a base assumption. So science, taken as a whole, is not completely provable through an independent system of verification. It is not absolute truth. Do you agree with me so far?

Scientist: So far, yes.

Skeptic: Now, extend that argument a little more. The very concept of sequential progression of arguments (simply called logic flow) toward proving something as being necessary is itself an unproven assumption, isn’t it? It’s simply the definition of rationality. It’s just a method adopted as being justified and necessary within the framework of science – if someone asks a why, there isn’t any answer. It simply is. It’s the definition and hence beyond questioning. If one does question, one is questioning rationality itself and is therefore deemed irrational.

Scientist: True. Ok, let’s accept the fact that science is built on a set of fundamental assumptions. But what science has going for it is that having once established a set of base assumptions and clearly calling them out as such, the rest of the derivations are internally consistent. That is to say that all statements of science are consistent with the initial set of assumptions that cut across concepts, methods, and values. For example, the method of using observation to validate a hypothesis is itself an assumption of a valid method. But once that assumption is made, all subsequent points of view science adopts are consistent with that and other such assumptions. So, science, as an overall framework, is internally self-consistent.

Skeptic: Hmm…go on…

Scientist: This is unlike the case of a typical religion, in which simultaneously a 3-O (omnipotent, omniscient, and omnipresent) God exists and also allows for God’s punishing/rewarding bad/good human behavior. As I demonstrated in the previous musing, a 3-O God and freewill cannot coexist and therefore the question of reward/punishment doesn’t even arise. That is the fundamental difference between science and religion. Both make assumptions, but the former is a rational framework that is intrinsically consistent, while the latter seems like it makes stuff up as it goes along.

Skeptic: You see, right there, you have a problem. Your whole thesis is based on subjecting the God/religion framework to methods of analysis that are in the domain of science and therefore is not justified. Let me say that again: you are sitting within the science framework and taking the tools, techniques, and assumptions of that framework (including the critical assumption that things need to make rational sense and/or rationality is better than non-rational) and evaluating the merit of a completely different framework, namely God and religion. Each framework is different. Just as ridiculous it is to ask the science why God created an electron (it’s ridiculous because the question of God doesn’t even come up within the science’s lattice of assumptions and definitions and methods), it is equally ridiculous to evaluate religion by using scientific methods.

Scientist: Ok, that’s a valid point. Then, tell me, what are the methods by which we should evaluate the religious framework? I used scientific tools and techniques because they are well-publicized and I know them. What are those of religion?

Skeptic: There aren’t any. The whole basis of belief in God is exactly that – belief. You just believe in God and no questions are allowed, at least not in the usual way that science allows. You just have to believe.

Scientist: Thank you so much. That’s exactly what I am saying as well. Belief in God is just is. That’s what theists must say to a non-believer like me. Don’t try and make it a rational argument, because the moment you do so, like you yourself said, you are starting to use techniques from a different framework. It is just blind belief, isn’t it? (Best said in a satirical, condescending tone.)

Skeptic: Yes, but not in the bad, belittling way you put it. Tell me something, Siva, you meditate, don’t you? (It’s a rhetorical question since you are my alter ego and when I say ‘you’, it’s also ‘I’. But answer, nonetheless.)

Scientist: Yes.

Skeptic: When you meditate, you sometimes go into a deep sate, don’t you? You have had the experience of unbelievable-freshness, of a state of supreme relaxation, right?

Scientist: Yes.

Skeptic: Now, if someone had told you about this whole meditation thing and told you about this possible experience, would you believe it?

Scientist: No. I wouldn’t. I’d probably ask for proof of such a state.

Skeptic: And if I had said, there’s no such proof because science hasn’t evolved sufficiently and doesn’t know that there are other states of consciousness which science hasn’t discovered yet?

Scientist: Then, logically I shouldn’t believe in meditation or, at least, suspend judgment (both belief and disbelief) till such time that science can prove it.

Skeptic: But here we are, where you (we) meditate, know the benefits, and know that we sometimes get lucky and transcend into a level of consciousness that’s simply an indefinable state of contentment. So, you had to first do it, experience it for yourself, and then establish the belief. You had to first believe that in your (our) Guru and believe that what he was saying is truthful, although there isn’t logical proof for it. From that belief came the action of undertaking meditation, after several months of practice of which, you (we) had our first transcending experience. For each of those initial days, you went on blind belief. How’s that any different from my telling you to believe in God, do it for several months, or even years, and you’ll see what it means?

Scientist: It’s no different. So, if I now say that it’s better for God-believers to simply say they believe and ask others to believe without questions, than to argue using techniques that are more suitable to the realm of science, would you agree with that? (Now in a slightly more respectful tone than above.)

Skeptic: I agree. So, can you summarize the whole point of this debate?

Scientist: Sure. The major eye-opener in this Meandering Musing volume is that science too is not beyond belief. It too relies on fundamental, unproven assumptions that cannot be questioned. But to its credit, once it makes and states those assumptions, the foundation is very strong. The rest of the house of knowledge that’s built on the foundation is all intrinsically consistent and ‘logical’.

The other part is that belief in God is ‘blind’, but in that respectful sense of belief in meditation, not in a condescending tone. Theists must be candid enough to admit that they believe in God simply because they do. No rational justification must be offered since the tool/technique of rationality is pertinent to science. The only tool theism has is ‘belief’. That’s all. Concur?

Skeptic: Concur.

Volume-3: My Response to "The Problem of Evil"

“4-year-old girl gang raped…”; “7-year-old stepson is beaten to death…”; “Thousands face starvation amid racial-purge turmoil in Africa…”

Are we not sick to our stomach when we see those headlines and read the victims’ stories? Doesn’t something reach deep down and tear up your soul (whatever that means)? Doesn’t even the question — “Hey God, how come you didn’t do anything to stop this massacre?” — pop into your mind?

Atheists are generally content with simply debunking the positive proofs that theists put up to prove God, and I must say I agree. The burden of proof is with theists. However, not being content, atheists do put up positive proofs of their own to disprove God’s existence. One such proof is commonly referred to as “The Problem of Evil”. It is along the lines of “If God were to exist, would He permit as much evil in this world as there is today?”

In this volume, I examine this atheist’s challenge and prove that this challenge does not have merit. I have come to realize that while atheists have put up effective responses to theists proofs, this particular problem of evil does not constitute positive proof that God does not exist.

My response to this challenge comes along two different paths—“the rising sensitivities” and “the necessity of evil”—that converge at some point. Let’s go down one path at a time.

The first path is somewhat obvious to most of us. Most of us intuitively answer this with “…that depends on the definition of evil.” For example, a few thousands of years ago, it would have been perfectly natural to engage in cannibalism. Only a couple of millennia back, it was socially acceptable to throw a man into cage filled with hungry lions and have thousands of people watch and cheer as the lions tear the man apart before devouring him. Today, both of those extreme examples are unheard of. What changed? People, in my opinion, are becoming more and more ‘sensitive’ as generations pass and become more ‘sophisticated’. Why, even just a hundred years ago, we had generations of bonded slavery, and today in most of the civilized world that would be completely unacceptable.

For all we know, what we today consider to be acceptable, such as boxing, hanging as capital punishment, etc. would all shock our future generations. I can certain imagine a thousand years hence a Doctorate student of Sociology submitting a thesis paper on the fascinating subject of “barbaric ritual of boxing through the early 21st century”!! So, as we continue to evolve and make what we call ‘scientific and social progress’ and remove much of the ‘barbaric practices’, other forms of behavior take on that mantle.

Where am I going with all of this? Let’s for now park this path, and explore the other one—“the necessity of evil,” which I think is the more philosophically-rich of my two counter-arguments.

Now, imagine you are seeing a red cloth. Did you ever ask yourself how do you know it is red in color? I am not looking for the scientific explanation here (about white light, color absorption, optical nerve, synapses, cognitive pattern recognition, etc.). Nor does it have to do with basic definition (‘this’ is what I define as red, and hence this is, by definition, red). I am asking something slightly more deep. How do you it’s the color red?

Actually, part of the reason you notice the red color is that you know it’s not yellow or blue or white or black or any of the hundreds of colors the human eye is able to discern. In other words, you know all these other colors and you know what you are seeing now is not one of them, but instead is red.

It is the same thing with the smell of moist soil on a spring morning after a rainy night or the taste of coffee or the sound of a drum. You recognize each of these sensations precisely because you know other smells, tastes, and sounds. How about other non-sensory feelings? It’s the same thing. Each feeling has siblings that we are aware of. You know both love and hate; gentleness/rudeness; hard/soft; happy/sad; and so on and so forth.

In fact, can you name a single ‘thing’ that does not have corollary siblings (or an opposite)? Pause and think about it. Think hard to see if you can come up with anything. You cannot.

But the interesting question is how much is this a function of the entity versus a limitation of our ability to sense such information?

Before we continue and get ahead of ourselves, let’s define some terms: an entity is something that could be either an event or a living being or non-living object in the past, present or future. Such an entity has several attributes or properties. Each attribute of a particular entity has one value at a given time. Let’s put this in simple terms. Roses, sofas, planes, earth, clouds, wine, etc. are all entities. They all have multiple attributes such as smell, color, softness, bloom quality, shape, taste, etc. The same attribute can belong to multiple entities and vice-versa (an entity can have multiple attributes). So, it’s a many-to-many relationship between entities and attributes. Each attribute has several possible values. For example, the color attribute has several possible values, such as pink or yellow or red or a mixture.

So, back to our discussion above: the question I was exploring was, and now put in slightly more formal language using our definitions above, can there exist an attribute whose universe (set) of possible values is only one? To that end, I was asking how much is that a function of us versus the universe of entities that possess that attribute.

“If a tree falls in a forest and there is no one around, does it still make a sound?” This is a well-known proverb/philosophical-riddle (from Chinese?). It’s actually quite deep. Our intuitive answer may be an obvious ‘yes’; but on cogitating this a little further, the answer may not be so obvious after all. We can say with some measure of confidence that if a tree falls in a forest, and whether or not there are people around, it creates vibrations in the surrounding air medium. And we can say this since we have observed millions of times that those vibrations are created and there is no convincing reason why it wouldn’t repeat when there are no people around (refer to the “law of conservation of belief” that we discussed in the first volume). So, while it’s not 100% guaranteed, we can say with a high degree of confidence that those vibrations are created in the air medium surrounding the falling tree in the deserted forest.

However, we can equally confidently say that there is NO sound created as a result of that falling!! How? Because in order for there to be sound, a living being capable of sensing those vibrations and converting them into a audio input to the brain has to be present. After all, what is sound, if not a perception by a human or some such living being? In order for there to be a perception, just an event or an entity is not sufficient, there has to be a perceiver as well. A perception can exist only at the intersection of an entity and a perceiver.


So, to repeat, the shape of world is something like this: there are bunch of entities; and there are a bunch of attributes. Each attribute can take on several values. And there is a many-to-many relationship between the entities and attributes—i.e., an entity can take on many attributes and the same attribute can be attached to multiple entities.

Now, my contention is that an attribute can exist in our (‘our’ meaning ‘our human-perceived’) universe only if we are able perceive more than one possible value for it. It has nothing to do, in my humble opinion, with the entity that’s being defined. In fact for all we know, a rose could have other attributes that a visiting alien might be able to perceive. We are limited to our five senses, but what if the alien has other forms of sensory perception? What if the rose is emitting a ‘thought’ or something else that we are not able to sense because we don’t have the sensory organs to detect such an emission?

This actually brings me to one of my pet peeves. We all used to learn when we were kids that water has no taste and air has no smell, etc. What a load of crap! How do we know that water has no taste? In fact, water or, for that matter, anything else has no taste by itself. It’s a reflection of how we, as humans, sense it. It could be that water tastes like coffee to an alien; or even at our earthly level, do we know for a fact that a horse (or some other earth-bound creature) also does not feel the taste of water? Do we know for a fact that for that creature, water actually tastes salty? We don’t. It’s arrogant to say that water has no taste. It would be more precise to say that water has no taste for humans and that air has no smell for humans. But of course, the trouble with that approach is that everything is a function of human perception. As such, if we follow the above principle, every one of our statements has to begin or end with the phrase ‘for humans’, which is truly irritating. So, let’s accept that we don’t need to add this phrase to everything we describe about the universe, but let’s not forget the fact that every one of those observations is true with respect to a human perception only.

So, back to our original example, we know the color red because we know (or are aware of) other colors such as blue, grey, brown, etc. Same thing with other senses as well—smell, sound, touch, and taste. Just to ponder: do you know what it feels like to be you? I don’t want an elaborate description about your feelings, personal philosophy, political thoughts, etc. Just see if you can find a single word to describe your whole you—your thoughts, character, personality, beliefs, etc. You can’t. I can’t. And no one else in this world can either. And the reason is that the ‘feeling of you’ is an attribute for which there is only one possible perceived value as far we are concerned—“you.” You can’t sense what it is to be me and vice versa. You can only sense yourself. As such, the word to describe the ‘feeling of you’ does not even exist in our awareness and, as an extension, is not present in any of our languages.

Another point to ponder: we all know that we can only detect a change in perception of smell, taste, and touch. If you are left in a room full of roses, after a while, you can’t smell the roses. There’s a physiological explanation for this as well. You can only feel something if a different smell enters the room. It’s the same thing with taste and touch. In fact, that’s the explanation for why we feel that water has no taste and that air has no smell. It’s because air is ubiquitous that we can’t smell it. Similarly, water or saliva constantly on our tongues has saturated our sensory cells such that when drink water, our tongues don’t register the water. So, something else to think about is if the whole universe had a constant audible hum about it, would we even have a word for it? We all know that there is microwave radiation that permeates the entire observable universe, but it’s beyond our auditory range and so can’t hear it. But I am talking about a hum that’s within our hearing range—would we still register it and would we have had a word to describe it in our language? Why would we? It is part of the world in which we’d be born, it’s something we’ll talk on top of and communicate with each other; we wouldn’t be aware of a world without that hum. In such a mindset, would we have had a word for it? I don’t know.

Anyway, let’s go back to our very first genesis of this discussion: the necessity for evil. Using the just-discussed logic, can one recognize happiness without sadness to go along and provide us with the necessary contrast to make that cognition? Can we have goodness if we don’t also have evil in this world? I humbly submit that it’s not possible. In order for us to recognize ‘God’s goodness’ or ‘God-given happiness’, it is logically necessary for there to be evil and sadness in this world. Otherwise, there would be an attribute with only a single value like ‘goodness’, which as we observed above, renders the attribute as non-cognizant to us humans.

Let’s now tie back this line of thought of the necessity for evil with the first line of thought, the rising sensitivities, and see how we can merge them together.

Through either method, we’ve seen that evil must exist, because it’s just a perception of the perceiver. Even if God were to remove all those that we today perceive as evil, by the principle of rising sensitivities, other things will take on the mantle of ‘evil’, and it will continue to exist, albeit in a morphed form. Equally, as a form of perception, evil must exist in order for there to be a sense of goodness.

But let’s just for the sake of exploration assume a world where God listens to us and starts to remove whatever we define as evil. How would that go? First, we’ll ask Him to remove the obvious candidates—killing of the innocent, child abuse, famine, disease, etc. Let’s say a thousand or even five thousand years pass hence, by which time all memory of a world where those existed are gone. They may exist as historical records, but that’s it. No one will know what it felt to have those ‘evils’. What then? A person will then ask ‘How come God allows poverty?’. So, God removes Poverty.

Then, another five thousand years pass. Will not a person who poses the same challenge of evil not say ‘hey, if there does exist a God, how could he permit a world where there are people with disabilities?’? S/he will absolute say so and her/his peers will acknowledge as those being evil, because by that time, the definition of evil will change, people will become more sensitive, and things that we today consider to be mundane will all of a sudden take on a new meaning and be considered evil.

So, what does God do again? He blesses all of us to be free of all disabilities. Another five thousand years pass. Then, the definition of evil will change to the inequity in mental prowess. How can God, in all His Goodness, give someone lower intelligence? God removes that as well. We become more sensitive as a species. The evil definition changes again—from skin color to physical prowess to life expectancy to whatever-we-hold-in-high-esteem-that-we-perceive-differences-among-people. This need not be restricted to humans only. Conceivably, the same logic can then extend to animals, plants, insects, and to the whole ecosystem for which we develop feelings and sentiments. This cycle of defining-evil --> God removing that evil --> Human redefining evil --> God’s removal will continue as long as people continue to see differences between themselves and others.


So, when will it all stop? It will stop when one stops seeing differences between oneself and the rest of the world. It will stop when we see ourselves in others and we see others in ourselves. But, hey, wait a minute, don’t we already know this? Isn’t this just a different way of saying aham brahmasmi, the age-old Sanskrit philosophical adage, which means “I am Brahman”, Brahman here indicating God?

The so-called problem of evil will continue to exist so long as we see us as being unique and distinct from the rest of the universe. The moment we perceive it all as being the same, emanating the same Om, things fall immediately into place. Everything becomes nothing, and that nothingness is the essence of Brahman.

May be, the aham brahmasmi is just a way of a wise sage thousands of years ago summarizing all of this 4-page essay. May be, pithy was the rule of the day those ages, and that wise sage made that saying as a way of addressing what we today call the problem of evil. May be. Who knows?

All I know is that the atheist’s challenge via the problem of evil is not valid. Evil must exist in order to provide the necessary contrast to see goodness. God may not exist, but atheists have to offer other proofs to prove so.

Volume-2: God and Free Will

More than the question of whether God exists, I am more piqued by the implications of the acceptance of God’s existence, the most interesting one being “Can the concept of God and free-will co-exist?” In this volume, I choose to explore this line of thought.

For this exploration to be meaningful, I shall first assume that God exists and that the standard definition of that God applies—omnipotent, omniscient, omnipresent, and all-moral. I will not get all caught up in the proper definitions and their implications as in the last volume.

Before we go any further, let’s first describe what we mean by free-will. Basically, it’s one’s ability to define one’s own destiny. In other words, was it pre-destined that I will be here sitting in a plane at 10:59 AM on December 20, 2006 in seat 49C and start composing this document? Or does the credit go to my spur-of-the-moment thinking when I decided to open up laptop and start typing?

In my opinion, the concept of an omnipotent, omniscient, and omnipresent God cannot co-exist with the concept of free-will. Here’s my reasoning.

Let’s make sure we understand something here: we all know that God, by definition, knows that I shall be doing this activity at such a time. The question is does fore-knowledge imply pre-destiny? I think not. God may have chosen to grant us self-determination and the capacity to make such decisions (namely large brain, rational thinking, etc.) and could still have known about what exactly we’d do, think and feel at each moment of our lives.

Some might argue that if God knows I would do ‘A’, did I really have a choice to do ‘B’ instead? And the answer is that it’s an incorrect question. God knows that I’d do A because he knows that of all the choices available to me (A, B, …), I would select A. So, in that sense He didn’t pre-destine this for me; he merely knew me and knew the choice I’d make. This dichotomy is logical and these two concepts can certainly co-exist. My line of argument for believing that God and free-will cannot co-exist is different.

So, what does free-will mean again? It means that I, and only I, have made the decision to do so-and-so thing a such-and-such time. There will certainly have been psychological, sociological, brain-capacity, mood, and a host of other factors that influenced that decision—no doubt about that; but the important point to note is that God should not have made that decision for me before I was born. That’s the key here—was this decision to compose this document at this time made before I was born? If it was, then there’s no free-will; otherwise, there is.

To answer that question, we need to dive only a little deeper into the concept of omniscience. We all know it to mean that God knows everything including what we’d do; but remember it also means that not only did God know we’d do something, but why we’d do that. Again, that’s the key phrase—“why we would do something?”

By definition of omniscience, God not only knows what would happen, but also why it would happen.

In exploring this line of thought, let’s conceive of an imaginary being called God-Minor (“G-Minor”). Assume G-Minor has all the intelligence of God, but has none of the 3-Os (omnipotent/ omniscient/omnipresent). Here’s a snippet of a conversation between those two:

G-Minor: “what would Siva be doing at so-and-so time?”
God: “Siva would be typing his thoughts on my existence.”
G-Minor: “But doc, why would he be doing that?”
God: “Because his neuron #365 would be firing along synapses #78, which would cause a chain reaction in his left-hemisphere in …” [too complicated for me to write]
G-Minor: “OK, but why?”
God: “Because…”
G-Minor: “OK, but why?”

By now, you get the drift. G-Minor can keep asking the question “why” a zillion times. God can, in answering those questions patiently, talk about how something was caused by Siva’s Dad in his childhood, which was in turn caused by something that happened to Dad while he was in his mom’s womb…and so on and so forth.

But, let’s now turn to the end-game of this line of questioning:

God: “…”
G-Minor: “OK, but why?”
God:Because this imaginatron and that hypothitron are in these places and their interaction makes the above possible.” [I am making up these two terms to signify that our current building blocks of matter (electron, neutron, proton, string theory and others that are being discovered) may not be the real building blocks. There may be others that I am denoting as imaginary and hypothetical particles called those terms above.]
G-Minor: “OK, but why?”
God: “That’s because I am placing those two in these places at the time of ‘big-bang’.”
G-Minor:OK, but why?”
God: “That’s because I choose to.”

That’s what it comes down to, doesn’t it? At the end of the day, the reason I am writing this memo at this time is that God had placed the imaginatron and hypothitron particles in those specific locations 14 billion years ago when the big-bang happened (or whatever time God considers as the start of this Universe of ours). If He had placed them a trillionth of a nanometer apart than He had, I might not be writing this essay, or for that matter this Universe may not even exist. Who knows? But the point is that the decision for me to write this piece now was taken not by me, but by God before I was born, which, by definition, is the absence of free-will.

And hence, I submit that the concepts of God and free-will cannot co-exist.

A coupe of interesting observations may be derived from above comments: First, the above series of dialogues between God and G-Minor may seem to imply that I support the view that our universe is based on a causal-effect model in a linear-time basis. I don’t…or more precisely, I don’t know. For all I know, during the series of answers God provides G-Minor, God could quote a cause in the future and relate it back to an effect in the past. I simply don’t know. All I know is that He somehow, at the end, has to relate it to that instant (not necessarily back) in time when He decided to create. In any case, it doesn’t really change the crux of my argument.

Secondly, and this is more interesting, it seems to imply that God is a rational God. [I define Rationality as the belief that there exists a logical explanation (except for the prime cause) for everything.] He cannot be irrational. He knows the “why” for everything and can explain it to anyone with the capacity to understand him, which is the very definition of rationality. Of course, it doesn’t mean that He has to be linear…he may make non-linear explanations for certain phenomena, but there exists an explanation nevertheless.

Saturday, May 21, 2011

Volume-1: Belief in God's Existence

For a very long time now, the question of belief in God’s existence has troubled me. It continues to do so. I still don’t have an adequate and sufficiently-satisfying answer. But through this essay, I hope to at least clarify to myself what my own questions are, even if I don’t have an answer to those questions.


Most people would like to answer the question—“do you believe in God’s existence?”—with a ‘yes’ or a ‘no’ or, at best, an ‘I don’t know’ answer. But unfortunately, I don’t enjoy that luxury, simply because I don’t even understand the question. If someone were to ask you “do you zxdfwe in woeruio cnmpiothsd?,” what would you answer? Would you say yes or a no? Would you even say ‘I don’t know’? No, you wouldn’t. That’s because you don’t even understand the question. That’s been my problem too. The question about belief in God’s existence is nonsensical to me. By the way, that’s not to say that it is nonsense…nonsensical is different from nonsense.

Let’s explore this further question of “do you believe in God’s existence?” by breaking it into my three unknowns—‘belief’, ‘God’, and, the most confusing one of all, ‘existence’, and talking about each one of those unknowns starting with ‘belief’.

So, now, what is belief? Does anyone really know what it is? If I pick up a red shirt and claim that I believe it to be a yellow shirt, is that valid? If not, then does that mean that there can be both valid beliefs and invalid beliefs? In which case, must we change the question to “do you validly believe in God’s existence?”? But what if, either due to a deranged mind or bad eyesight, I truly see the red shirt as being yellow in color? In that case, is my belief that it’s a yellow shirt valid?

This last line of thinking is approaching the concept of truth and whether it can be absolute or is it relativistic, which is a topic for a subsequent musings volume, and so will leave it at that for now and come back to the basic belief system.

All of us have hundreds of thousands of beliefs. I believe that my son’s name is Akhil; that my house is built of brick and cement; that I am typing this document on a flight; etc. You believe that Armstrong landed on moon (at least most of us do). You also believe that there are those that believe he didn’t. As you can see, our beliefs can vary from something as simple as 1+1=2 to a more complex and esoteric one such as God’s existence. How are beliefs formed? What is the source of those beliefs?

Our most immediate source of belief is our memory. Think about it for a minute. It’s pretty amazing. Every single belief we hold is from our memory. Actually, it’s not that amazing because it’s by definition, right? Everything from the time of our birth to the millisecond before now is defined as memory; so what else would we expect? But the question is, how do beliefs get created in memory? It is as a result of our senses. Information gets sensed by our senses, and that information is stored into our memory, which becomes a belief.

First, let’s talk about memory. How do you know that memory is ever reliable? Note that the question is not if the memory is always reliable; we all know that memory fails us from time to time. The question is even more extreme—how do you know that memory is reliable at all? Can you construct an experiment to show that memory is reliable even just once?

The first time I thought about it, I must admit I was pretty dumbstruck. How do you prove—just once—that memory is reliable? My first response was a dialogue along the following lines (between a Skeptic who believes that memory can never be reliable and me [
I
], who is exploring this question for the first time):

Skeptic : Show me that memory is reliable even just once.
I
:
Ok, how about this? I’ll write the number ‘5’ in this notebook here. Two seconds later, I’ll remember I wrote down ‘5’. Simple, right? Ok, here we go. I am writing the numeral ‘5’ in this notebook. I am closing the notebook. I’ll now pause for two seconds.
I
:
Ok, I will now open the notebook and you will see a numeral ‘5’ here. Voila!! Here’s the numeral ‘5’ that I’d said would be here.
Skeptic : But when did you say there would be the numeral ‘5’ in the notebook?
I
:
Just now; just before I opened the notebook.
Skeptic : How do you know that?
I
:
What do you mean how I know that? You were there. It happened a second ago.
Skeptic : But again, how do you know?
I: We both remember it. Don’t you?
Skeptic : But you are recalling something that happened a second back, which means you are using your memory, which is what you set out to prove to begin with. You can’t use memory to prove that memory works. You have to prove it independent of memory. Can you do it?

As we can see, experiments along these lines are defeated from the get-go, because we have to rely on memory to conduct one and in doing so are using the very thing we are trying to prove is accurate. Can we ever independently prove that memory is at all reliable?

Let’s pause here and move to the senses. How do we know our senses are ever reliable? Again, note that I am not asking if senses are always reliable, for which the answer is a ‘no’. I am asking if senses can ever be trusted. How can you prove it? Can you prove that you can rely on senses without relying on your senses during the proof? I.e., an independent verification?

Again, the answer is a no. You cannot prove your senses without somehow using senses and memory in that process, both of which are unacceptable as that’s what you set out to prove to begin with.

Let’s now take a different tack. How does science progress? Someone uses current data and proposes a theorem. If that theorem holds true under examination using currently available data, then that theorem is declared to be true. This remains so until one of two things happen: either we get new data that renders the old theorem to be untrue or at least puts in questionable light; OR we get a new theory that holds true under examination with current data, and this new theorem is in conflict with the old one.

Sounds familiar, obvious, and logical, right? So, let me now propose something drastic.

Remember all those beliefs you have about when you were born, to whom, you falling down the stairs, big bang, universe being about 14 billions years, dinosaurs roaming the earth 65 million year ago, etc.? These beliefs are a result of the theories that stand true in light of existing data such as birth certificates, pictures, accelerating distances between galaxies, microwave radiation with varying densities in different parts of the universe, meteorite explosion, etc. Now, what if I take all of that existing data points, and propose a theory that will stand the scrutiny of examination using that existing data?

Here goes: I propose that this entire universe, everything from the mole on your arm, to the ravines, to the dried-out river beds, to the dinosaur fossils, to the microwave radiation in the universe, to your memories, to your diaries, to your birth certificate—everything that you see was all formed, oh, say, about ten seconds back.

So, you on one hand hold the theory that the universe was created 14 billion years back and that you were born x years back. And I am saying that’s all a lie. I am saying that we were all formed literally as we see it about ten seconds back. Can you disprove my theorem? How can you? Anything you can point to, I’ll simply say it was created as such to give you the illusion that we are all older than 10 seconds, but that’s not true. Everything you see (or you think you see) was created exactly as-is about 10 seconds back.

Now, we have a problem. We have two theories that are at conflict with each other. If you try to prove the veracity of one versus the other using existing data, you’ll get nowhere, as both theories can accommodate existing data. So, per science, what are you supposed to do when you have conflicting theories that are both equally supported by existing data? You are supposed to suspend belief until you find some loophole in one of the theories or you come up with new data that convinces you to choose one of the theorems.

There are other variations of this alternate world-view model. One other example, and something that exists in a different form in the Vedic literature, is that nothing exists in this whole world as you think it does. It’s all Maya. Another example is that everything that you think exists is only part of a dream that an alien has induced in you. The alien has trapped a number of beings including you and has induced all these dreams in you (a la Matrix). How can you counter these theories? Every piece of existing data can be explained in this alternate model as well.

Does this mean we suspend everything we believe in? Where does this sort of skeptic argument leave us and our collective beliefs? One author had a non-conclusive, but nonetheless convenient, solution. The author came up with this ‘law of conservation of beliefs’, by which he says we should continue to hold on to those of our current beliefs that are fundamental and strong and intuitive and only give it up in the face of positive contrarian evidence. Pretty cool actually. It’ll solve the dilemma we were facing above. We can continue to believe in big bang and other things as long as someone doesn’t come up with positive proof that we were all created 10 seconds back. So, essentially, we put the burden of proof on the contrarian. But as I said it’s convenient, but not fully convincing.

[I want to acknowledge that the above spiel on the belief system was heavily influenced by many books, one of which was one of those 'Idiot Series' books, which I can't quite recollect.]


We’ll leave beliefs now and go to my next unknown, God.

As far as definitions go, God is probably the easiest of the three unknowns in the original question. Let’s use a definition that’s universally accepted: God is an omnipotent (all-powerful), omniscient (all-knowing), omnipresent (present everywhere, both in terms of space and time), and all-moral (all-good) entity. I don’t think any standard God-believing person will disagree with the terms used. They might add more, but wouldn’t necessarily take away any of these terms. [Even if we remove the "all-good" attribute from God as some believe that pagan and other early religions claimed a vengeful God, the following argument's crux remains the same.]

But although the definition itself is simple enough, the question is does anyone really grasp the true meaning of such an entity? I don’t think so. If one truly grasps the full, entire, and true meaning and enormity of that God, they wouldn’t be reading this article. Just meditate on the above definition for a few minutes. Stop reading, close your eyes, and mediate on the question. Do we truly understand what it means for an entity to be present everywhere in the entire time-space continuum? What is the nature of such presence? And how about omniscience? The magnitude of such an entity is just beyond the comprehension of man.

And finally, existence. What is existence? Normally, existence means something is present in the ‘real’ world. I say ‘real’ because if something is a figment of my imagination, like the house that I want to build, we would typically say that it does not exist (meaning that it does not exist in this ‘real’ world, but only in my dreams). But is the same thing applicable to God? Clearly not. God, by the very definition of omnipresence, exists in the real world, in our imaginations, the so-called (by Hindu philosophy) seven levels of consciousness and in the seven sub-levels in each of those levels, and every where in between. He exists in each electron of matter and anti-matter, in every dimension of the Universe, and every conceivable place and beyond. How can God exist in the Universe, when he created it to begin with? Can God exist when He created existence itself? That is to say, can He exist as we typically understand existence to be? Do we really know and grasp the entire meaning of existing here, there, and everywhere? What is the true nature of such existence?

Pause. Pause for ten seconds. Meditate on the magnitude of such an existence. Now, do you still understand the enormity of the nature of such existence? Absolutely not. At least, I can’t. I’d love for someone to explain it all to me. We can’t even begin to fathom the immenseness of such a God’s existence. How can He be everywhere and nowhere? In what form? Every form and no form! What does that mean? We don’t know. How does He do it? We don’t know. Let’s face it – we are clearly not equipped to grasp the fullness of such an existence. We simply don’t understand enough of what it means for God to exist.

So, what do we have now? We have a shaky and doubtful belief system. We have a vague notion of the human definition of God, but don’t understand Him. And we have no clue about the nature of existence, let alone understanding it. And yet, we continue to debate and talk about whether or not we believe God exists. We can’t even understand the question properly, so how in the world are people going about giving yes/no/maybe answers to that question?

I say my position is very simply and straightforward: I can’t fathom the magnitude of God and His existence and so I don’t fully understand the question. And so, when someone asks me if “I believe in God’s existence,” my response is “I don’t even understand the question, let alone give you an answer.”